hahahaha I would love to move back to Germany. Love that place. There is nothing better than talking with the almighty Balu`, that is true. hahaha I've actually been like this for a year now. Unhappy, that is. I've just masked it with humour and music. I am a really great actor ya know. My depression just leaks out from time to time. Can't wait! You can give me some now if you would like. hahaha
So what's preventing you?:] :ĐĐ I had some deep philosophic stuff planned as a reply, but since even I know that all of that is pure bullshit.. Whyy don't you just try to get to a place where you really do enjoy things? Half the fun is the anticipation! Plus, I've got 'em bookmarked on my, now turned-off, pc. >.<
Money to get there, money to get a place to stay till I got a job. Basically money ^.^ lol well it's the thought that counts, right? lol. That's what I am trying to do though. I just need to start looking harder now. Well ya got me there. Well either way, I look forward to hearing them tomorrow!
O well, that sucks. Would be a pretty huge thing to do anyway, I guess. Sounds like a plan! Not a bad one either. >.< Alright, my next post will have them probably, I'm so damn tired all week, since I had a class trip (or field trip, or whatever is correct) this weekend with barely any sleep.. Must sleep now.
Anyone check out the new Suicide Silence song yet: Just gave it a listen myself and it's sick as HELL!! I'll give it another listen when I'm in more of a deathcore mood, but for now, that was INSANE. It sounds like they're trying to ease up on the growls compared to The Cleansing, which is something I'm not complaining at all about... Actually I barely even noticed how few there were. Just.. give it a shot. Unless you're Balu'. EDIT: Booch, I know that feeling... I was pretty depressed for a while myself, yet I just kinda acted like nothing was happening... I looked normal on the outside, yet felt like crap on the inside. Give it time... It seems like any time you go through a period of crap like that, awesome things come your way.
That new Suicide Silence was sick as shit. I really liked it alot. New In Flames album leaked and I got a copy! So ****ing happy! This is for Balu` though, cause it's weird and he might like it. ALSO!!! Opeth is coming to AZ Oct 22!!!! ZOMG IM SO STOKED!!!
Yeah I did. It wasn't bad. Not what I expected from In Flames. How come? And now I've got an amount of music that can best be described as a shitload.
Since you haven't posted since, I'm just saving some time and posting 'em. Kinda simple prog metal: And I'm still not out.
Sweet I am starting to listen to them now. Just got back from lunch. Yeah they usually have that one song on every album thats really just... weird. lol Long story short, my body is freaking out for some reasons resulting in many panic attacks. I'm seriously having one like almost every day. It's frightening. Stress I presume.
Hah, Have fun with them.. I wonder how you'll like the later ones. >.< Ouch.. you really need to relax or something then, this doesn't sound normal. :\ Just.. take a day off or something?
I took 2 days off, in addition to my 3 days weekend, for a total of 5 days and I still feel this way. The problem is is that it literally came out of freaking no where. It really sucks, feeling anxious and jittery all the damn time. My body can't handle itself. Those were all pretty good...: 1) I wasn't sure I liked it, but at the end of the song I decided it was pretty good. Not bad at all. 2) Aside from the gnarly solo-work towards the end of the song, it was kind of boring >.< 3) LOVED IT. That was a great freaking song. 4) Interesting, but wasn't sure if I liked it much. It was good, but kind of bored me a bit as well. 5) Was just plain silly. Good, but silly. ahahaha 6) Was probably one of the best songs I have heard in a while in that genre of calmness. I don't know what it was, but it was fantastic. Great find! Lay on me some more indeed.
That sounds awful.. I know it's an unusual idea, but why don't you see a doctor? Mm, glad there were some you liked. :> Check out the full album of tthe last one, some of the most amazing progmetal I know. So damn underrated. Will post some tomorrow, but tell me what kind you're looking for, cause I've got tons. Meanwhile, check out Falconer's new album, Armod.
Did see a doctor. Put me on some medicine that is supposed to help over time, and some other stuff that helps when I actually get the panic attacks. Bleh. It's so strange. I'm falling apart so young =( Yeah dude I am definitely going to look up more from that band. That shit was great. Yeah post anything tomorrow, I am down for nothing specific. Maybe some more Prog metal, maybe some folkish metal stuff. Going to try and download the Falconer album now. Pretty good I take it?
Don't worry so much, I'm sure you'll get better.. It just takes some time. The songs can be a little weird, so beware, but you'll grow to love 'em. :Đ Alright.. And yeah, it's great. Feels a little more natural, since it's in Swedish instead of Englush, and that helps with the folky vibes.
Yeah trying not to worry is easier said than done heh. Downloaded the new Falconer album, and it's really great, though I haven't gotten to hear it in it's entirety yet. Finishing it today, then I will download that Mechanical Poet album. How are you today dude?
:ĐĐ Sounds great, glad you like it. Good as always, insanely bored though. You? Starting today's music off with some lighter prog:
That's good you are doing good. I'm hanging in. Insanely stressed at work but what else is new. lol. The song was okay, I liked it, but not the vocals. Reminded me a tad of Taking Back Sunday, just with a vocalist I am not fond of. I have something for you too.
I want to hear you're happy at work someday. >.< Checked out those guys, I can hear nothing similar about them. :Đ Wasn't a fan, especially of the production. Could barely hear the vocals. And by the way, the worst name ever. Did I show you this?
That will happen once hell freezes over >.< Not saying they are totally similar, but the instrument sounds and little riffs and stuff sound a lot similar to older stuff. It's just the vocals that are on 2 wayyyyy different ends of the spectrum hahaha That's too bad... Cat Power is really good. Yeah terrible name, but she got it from her Grandfather whom was a country/blues musician. Or something like that. And that song was freaking awesome. What the hell would you call that kind of music though? Symph Prog? lol
