Yeah I'm full of it today! lol. Out of curiousity, what is your religious preference? And you don't have to answer if you don't want to I am just wondering.
Meh, hard one. I was christened, but don't go to church or pray or stuff. So pretty much I don't give a crap about religion, easiest way.
Yeah I was born and raised Christian untill about the age of 12 when I started asking questions formyself that couldn;t be answered. Now I pretty much doubt the exsitence of it all. Anyways, I'm off for the day to take care of the wife. Hit me up on Twitter if you get bored I'll check in on my phone once in a while. Later brah! ^.^
Meh, I don't raise questions. I just don't care. Also don't care about other religions nor judge people based on it. Ah well, except satanists. Those people are just morons. Alright. :> Can't you share your phone's net with your touch?
Aw man... everyone's gone... I needed some good "screw the world" kinda music too... EDIT: Balu I think I found something we both like: Although knowing you, you've probably heard it before.
Yeah, pretty much. Here's some examples, although you probably won't like them. At all: Trust me, things haven't gotten better... Every time I think I'm over it, it just comes right back. Not only did I get rejected to a degree, I lost a good friend... It really sucks.
Yeah, pretty much. Here's some examples, although you probably won't like them. At all: Trust me, things haven't gotten better... Every time I think I'm over it, it just comes right back. Not only did I get rejected to a degree, I lost a good friend... It really sucks. And I didn't even mention that my parents are getting more and more annoying by the day about my suffering grades due to all this... I haven't been able to focus on any of my work lately. It's really just falling apart lately.
Not listening to them right now, trying to calm myself down for an early sleep very hard right now. How about some Kiuas? Ah, sounds like it sucks. All this drama must be damn hard, pretty surprised that I don't have any in my life. Never had. I guess I'm lucky.
Ah... Yeah, you'd hate that stuff anyway. It was more for Booch when he gets back. The song you posted is kicking some major a__ though. And trust me, avoid drama at all costs. I thought my life was boring until now and that I needed change, but after that initial point of just hanging out with the girl you like, it can quickly fall apart... The boredom was a lot better than the subsequent downfall. If you really care that much about someone, just make sure they're willing to feel the same about you... Trust me, spending a good 3 months going crazy over something just to not get it in the end is absolute torture. And the fact that my friend (who is a lot nerdier than I. A lot.) just got a date... It's pretty much just insult to injury. And I think I found the perfect songs for how I'm feeling: The second one isn't great, but it's the lyrics that match me perfectly. /rant
Ahh, that sucks. I try to avoid drama, but I really doubt I'll be successful through all years of highschool with that. :/ Check out some more Kiuas songs. They have an interesting style and if you liked that, you'll probably like the others too. :> Ah, I'm not a fan of Slipknot. At all. And I like Atreyu even less. >.> But I guess I'm really not the angry kind of guy. : D
Haha yeah, didn't think you were into that at all. It was more or less the lyrics of "Ain't Love Grand" that fit my situation all too well... And like I said, avoid drama like the plague. Don't do anything stupid that'll get you involved in a bunch of stuff, and before you ask a girl out, make sure your math book isn't in her locker... If she says no, getting that book back is going to be awkward... I don't know what I'm more bummed at though... The loss of a relationship with the one girl I've cared about more than anyone I've met, or the loss of a good friend... And I really need to stop complaining.
To be honest,I'm not a fan. I like them just enough to have downloaded their albums. If angry music, Strapping Young Lad is still the winner for me. Yeah, I'm doing that. But I'll get into a situation like that someday. Ah yeah and we don't have lockers. : D Nah, feel free to complain, but my English knowledge is too limited to tell you in many more ways that I feel for you. >.<
No lockers? So you have to carry around your books all day? Bummer... I used to have to do that until she let me use her locker, but I think that's over... I didn't even have my math book for class today. It was too awkward... Weirdest feeling ever. I can't stress enough that you need to avoid this sort of stuff. Oh, and the other worst part, every time I think I'm over it, I see her either in person or in my head, and it just comes right back. It really doesn't help that pretty much anything I watch, hear, see, say, or even do reminds me of her. If you have doubts about her saying yes, don't get too close... It's that much worse when she says no. I need more music like this too:
Yeah, mostly. But we can leave em in our classroom too. I get it. :> Btw, did she elaborate that no? Don't really have stuff like this, soz.
Ah... Some of our classes have class copies, so we have a book for when we need it for homework and a copy for use in class. Too bad every class isn't like this... And I can't get it off my mind... sorry for saying the same crap over and over. I'm like a broken record I know, but I just couldn't stress the point enough. It wasn't a direct no, but it was definitely anything but a yes. I asked and she said that she'd consider it, but never gave a final answer. It's been 2 days. Unless she has some sudden revelation and wants to go out with me, it's definitely a no. Haha, didn't think you would. Any other good stuff at all? I just need good music right now.
Hah, no problem. After this tory, I get why you want to stress the point. : D 'Least you still have some hope left. :/ I'm really into Devin Townsend's Ki album. Try the title track, it's one of the best songs I've ever heard. It's really relaxing too. I might not post anymore today, getting really tired. If I don't, good night! :>
I'll check it out right after I listen to all 3 parts of Escape the Fate's Guillotine songs consecutively again. I quite like what I've heard of Townsend, so I'll probably like it. And trust me, I'm pretty sure there's no hope. I didn't talk to her today other than to say hi once (which hurts like hell), and it really didn't seem like she was all that bothered by it, despite the fact that I used to spend more time with her in school than anyone else. Maybe it was just outward though... I also kinda made it look like I didn't care since I was at least with my friends for almost all of those classes. I still laughed and acted like my typical idiotic self even though it was killing me on the inside. And if you're not back, see ya tomorrow man. EDIT: I just realized James LaBrie was in Dream Theater... THATS why his music is so amazing...
Hey SomeRandomDude, I read a comment you made on this experience leaving you to "check into things" before asking a girl out, but sometimes man that's just not how it works. Think of the balls it took to ask your friend out? Yeah she basically said no right? That's okay man... she's not the only one out there and there will be other girls to ask out. It hurts like shit man I know, but it also makes you feel alive doesn't it? Makes you realize you are human. It may be eating you up inside but at least you know now where it could go, and it's up to you whether you want to draw the line there, or keep wallowing in the sadness it has left you. You seem like a pretty great and respectful dude, I have no doubt in my mind that you will find someone awesome. And by the way, Aint Love Grand by Atreyu owns. That whole CD owns. LOL Anyways... just had to comment on that. You'll get through this man, and walk away with a little badge of experience in the matter. In lighter news, we can all celebrate! Starfront: Collision is out! ROFL
